Sutera Bidadari?

Wow! The novel hasn't been launched, yet hearing the name of the title makes all novel lovers couldn't wait for it! including me, of course! Novel ne adalah sambungan daripada tetralogi Bagaikan Puteri, Cinta Sang Ratu, Hijab Sang Pencinta & Cinta Sufi. Karakter utamanya adalah Saifuddin atau lebih dikenali sebagai Laksamana Sunan yang memperjuangkan Islam di tanah Melayu. But the most favourite female character for me is Hariani. Still, she's the best! Yang paling siuknya lagi bila Laksamana Sunan bergabung tenaga dgn Hang Tuah menentang penjahat-penjahat iblis laknatullah. Memang satu jalan cerita yang menginsafkan dan penuh zuhud disamping menyelitkan elemen cinta kepada Allah SWT, rasul dan sesama manusia.

Yang paling selalu diingati, setiap kali Laksamana Sunan kan bertarung dengan lawannya, ia akan mengungkapkan kata2 ane "Mau kah kau menerima tawaranku? Insaf lah kepada Allah dan engkau akan aku lepaskan"...imagine...kalau lah dalam dunia ane bila mana ada perang, seseorang pemimpin akan berkata cane arah lawannya jua. Ish....politik tah ku pulang. Pengaruh novel ane tah ne...huhu...

Di akhir novel Cinta Sufi, Laksaman Sunan tercedera semasa pertempuran dan telah dibawa oleh Naga tasik kepunyaan Hang Tuah. Apa kesudahan nasib Laksamana Sunan? Adakah dia akan disembunyikan selama2nya? Mungkin Sutera Bidadari akan menjawap semua persoalan ini.

Yang pastinya, all fanatics of tetralogy Bagaikan Puteri cannot wait any longer for this novel!

Training session with the newbie~

Whoaaaa...it's exactly one week from today that i will leave this company. Gosh, i can't believe that it has been 6 months that i've been working here. I know its not that long but yeah, im gonna miss this company the most! Now im training a newbie..she's great and i love working with her! Alhamdulillah she can cope with everything that i taught her. I hope i will pass the legacy successfully so that she can be the same level as me or better. Thats what my boss expects from her and it is my responsibility to make her meet the expectations. but then this question pop out of my head: what happens next? What will i be doing the first day of my jobless days? so many things came up. hiking and jogging at tasek lama early in the morning, hangout with frenz, onlining all day, movies marathon, series marathon, becone temporary house manager. but my aim is to lose down some weight. i wanna be like marilyn monroe! Huhu.. anyhoos, i cant wait for our sleepover at qlap hotel! Celebrating new year's eve with friends, hangout til late at night. Wait! So this is what jobless people do. Haha! Well, enjoy life to the fullest before start digging my head on works. Huhu...

Finally I'm MARRIED!! And some recent news!

It was such a BIGGGGG relief that I'm now officially Mrs. Itch tee See!! Remember my previous post? I love it so much! The apps, the games...almost everything! Except music storage. I still can't figure out how to make my musics appear in my album store. I googled it down but still didn't work. Hmm...maybe I need to study more about it. I've set my own internet connection already. Suprisingly, I can! Could it be I'm destined to be a mobile expert? Daa~ it's just setting up the internet! What's the big deal? :-p Oh, well...I'm loving it so much that I couldn't take off my hands from it. Haha!

Anyhoos, Weather report for Brunei nowadays are pretty unbalanced. One day we have sunny and hot temp. (can feel sweats all over my body!) and the next day we have thunders and rains and floods! Saturday was the high point one. There were heavy downpours with thunder lightning everywhere. And I heard a news about hailstorm in the nearby village! Hailstorm?? I mean, seriously? In Brunei? One of the hottest country ever, lies at the equator, temp. between 24 - 34c. Hailstorms are soooo seldom here! Like, almost never! And I think this is my first time in my 25 years of life, that I heard a hailstorm in Brunei! Geez...Hope everything's going well in the near future. The government has made their utmost effort helping those in need.

Facebook Ban in Brunei by the end of 2010 - RUMOURS!!

This article is taken from www.brudirect.com



Bandar Seri Begawan - Nearly half of Brunei's population are connected through Facebook.

According to Socialbakers (www.socialbakers.com), as of December 9, 2010, there are a staggering 196,260 people (49.68% of Brunei's population) who are currently connected to the world's Number One social networking site.

Most Brunei "Facebook-ers" are between the ages of 18 and 24.

They make up 33% of the total number of people who use Facebook in the Sultanate.

Meanwhile, 29% of local Facebook users are between the ages of 25 and 34, 13% are in the 35-44 age groups, 4% are in the 45-54 age groups, 1% are between the ages of 55 and 64, and 1% are above 65 years old.

Out of the total number of Facebook users in the Sultanate, the percentage of Brunei youths under the age 17 who have access to Facebook is 10% (for those in the 13-15 age group) and 7% (for those between the ages of 16 and 17).

A concerned parent, Mrs Lee Siew Ping, told the Bulletin that she often sees her 15-year-old daughter glued in front of the computer for long hours, mainly because of Facebook, which she uses for chatting and posting stuff online.

"As she is still young, I sometimes worry that people may try to trick her or that she may be influenced by negative elements," Mrs Lee said.

Commenting on the recent reports in Malaysia about a 22-year-old youth who jumped from the 14th floor of an apartment block at 3am after leaving a "45-minute countdown message" on his Facebook page, Mrs Lee said.


"This is indeed worrying ...

It may influence others (to do the same thing)."

According to Socialbakers, Brunei is ranked 107th based on the number of people who are members of Facebook.

The US topped the list with 1,468,005,000 users followed by Indonesia (32,126,660 users), UK (28, 665, 360 users), Turkey (24,143,980 users) and France (20,469,420 users).

Meanwhile, the Authority for Info-communications Technology (AiTi) declined to comment on rumours that Facebook would be banned in Brunei at the end of the month.

Marry You - Bruno Mars

(I really looooveeee this song! And I even fantasize this to be played during my reception event! Seriously, guys. You better listen to this song!)

It's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it's on girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

I'll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,
So whatcha wanna do?
Let's just run girl.

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/marry-you-lyrics-bruno-mars.html ]

If we wake up and you wanna break up that's cool.
No, I won't blame you;
It was fun girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,
Tell me right now baby,
Tell me right now baby. x2

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Secret Garden

Synopsis:

The drama tells the story of Kim Joo Won (Hyun Bin), a seemingly perfect man yet with certain arrogance and childishness in him, and Gil Ra Im (Ha Ji Won), a stuntwoman whose beauty and body are the object of envy of top actresses. One day they went deep into the mountains and entered a strange house. A strange grandmother offered them liquor to drink. The next day they found themselves changing bodies. (Taken from www.koreandrama.org)

Another Engagement fantasies of mine (dah kemaruk)

I couldn't stop thinking what will i wear for my engagement day (which I don't know when!). I know I don't want it to be so extravagant but I still want this to be sweet and a little bit lavish style. Hehe...So I browse through the internet and found a couple of outfits. Perhaps I might choose between these:



Wow! The minute I put my eyes on it, there was a click in my mind. My solemnization! It would be perfect to wear this during Nikah ceremony. It's a mix of arabian, lavish, elegance and grace! I'd love to have this for my Nikah!



Then here comes the modern Indonesian kebaya which is nicely cut and portrays an elegant look.



The last one here...Actually, wearing a Jalabaya is not something that we usually see/observe for an engagement event. So I was thinking, why not make a little bit different. Plus, it's RED! A blood red! Just what I want!

Dream Wedding? Reality Wedding?

Everyone (well, single ladies to be exact) is dreaming about their fantasy wedding since they were kids. Me too, have my own wedding dreams; from my fantasy engagement til my 'sanding' or reception. I did discuss this with my Bie but seems like we didn't really go through in detail. Mostly because we're not ready at all in terms of finance (since we don't have any stable jobs yet by the time I wrote this) and fully committed and taking responsibilities as husband and wife. But let me share with you my dream wedding.

I already planned out my coloured attire for my special days. For my engagement, I want to wear red colour! I want romanticism fills up in the air. And I want mini pelamin!! Not too much, just a simple one but yet it creates harmony and love~~ Maybe just like these ones below:

Counting days for it

He's in my every dreams since July 2010. His body...His curves...I love everything about him! I can't wait for us to unite forever. 18th December 2010, marks the most precious day for me and him. This is the day that me, Erra, shall marry my spouse-to-be, Mr. Itch Tee See Bin Disayar!! Huahahahaha....actually, it's HTC Desire! Everybody's misunderstood by my FB stats lately. They asked me whether I'm getting engaged or married etc. But only close relatives and friends know about this. Let there be a suspense. You know how much I love dramas :-p

Anyhoos, I'm planning to buy it at shopping.com since there is an instant stock and the price is much cheaper. Hajar also gonna buy one so basically we'll have the same phone. Did I tell you why I'm so madly in love with it? No? Ok. First, it's android. Meaning it's the latest tech you've ever find. Second, Snapdragon. Meaning, it's the fastest tech you've ever seen. Third, applications. Meaning the apps are similar to iphone. That's why I want to buy it in the first place. It has everything I want for a phone. I think, this is the second 'expensive' phone I bought after my Nokia 7600, which I bought around $500+ during my first year at UBD. Another reason I bought an expensive one is because this is my only gifts after working at ISS Facility Services. I need something to remember me of. SO I choose buying a new handphone. One other reason is my current phone has shown it's sickness already! I'm getting stressed over this phone! Not gonna buy LG brand again! Huh!

So, now...I'm counting days for my 'marriage' or 'union'. Mr. Itch Tee See, wait for me to get you :-)

I LOVE YOU~~~~~

This is it

I think it's the time for me to leave this company. Apart from the work-related stress, I actually enjoy working here. There's no strict rules as long as we did our job til the end of the working hours. But, i think it's time to take a long vacation before i take another job, or should i say, resume as a teacher. Frankly saying, i lied to everyone about me having another job. By not doing so, I am pretty sure they will not let me go. The hardest thing i did was to lie infront of my boss. He's a very kind and helpful man and I can't afford to lie to him. I almost said the truth but I'm sure he will not let me go as well. Therefore, I had no choice but to lie. I love this company but I had to go. I want to pursue life that uses my ability as an educator. Plus, I want to take Master that is related to my field of study. This is for the good. It's sad as well because I am also leaving some friends behind; emma, rosalie, menchie, edham (tho's he's a pain in the ass), aziz. But this is life. And life has to go on. So, I've decided to leave on this 30th Dec since 31st I'll be spending my new year with Qlah, Yumi and Nana in Kiulap Plaza Hotel. After that, I'm waiting for the next call for teaching placement. Being an Operation Secretary for 6 months really taught me to be effective (most of the time), decisive, reliable and most importantly working as a team. Thanks ISS Facility Services Sdn Bhd for giving me that opportunity!

So in love with Playful Kiss!!!

KL Vacation!

Omigosh! I am so addicted to vacation! No matter where, be it local or overseas, i wanna be part of the adventure! Last time during my KL vacation, I am so in love being in Genting Highland! Next time I wanna go to Langkawi and Melaka. And I have this dream of travelling around the world before I got married! Huhu...

Me vs Angel Karamoy?

One of my friend at work told me this morning that I look like Angel Karamoy? I was like...Angel who? We googled up her pictures and there! Aiyooo...she's a kid meh! I mean, seriously?? Hard to believe that...huhu...



See? We're not similar! I got big eyes, thick lips...hehe... (^_^)

Forever Together

Music: Fahmi
Lyrics: Erra/Fahmi

He looks at me
With his shining eyes
Words can’t describe
How much I love him

We cried…we cried…we laughed together
We share…we share…everything together

Chorus:

Looking at you my heart stops beating
Holding your hand keeps myself going
Baby don’t you go

Looking at you my heart stops beating
Holding your hand keeps myself going
Never want you go

She smiles at me
With those dazzling lips
My heart can’t deny
My world came tumbling down

CHORUS

Loving him is all I need
To keep breathing
Loving her is all I need
To keep standing still
Even just for another day
Baby stay with me
I promise you myself
to be by your side

CHORUS

What is wrong with u people?!!

Ok, great! Just great! Just what I need at this time! Bisai2 ku buat kajaku, datang tah lagi problem ane. Hish! Dugaan th jua banarrrr~ Anyhow, the story is like this. I'm handling all the money to be passed to the Account. Sekali kemarin ane, late afternoon, nya urg..time jam2 sesaat lagi kan balik, the collector ne tarus2 datang arah my office. My boss ada jua at the same time. and kelurusan tah lag ada accountant disana atu. Collector ane tarus tanya 'Erra, u make this right (sambil meliatkan paper)? where's the money?' I was like "ah? money? (dalam ati, apa ke benda orang ane tanya aku? Tanya urg account la!)" The collector ckp lagi, "the client requests the receipt already. So, where's the money?" Sambil matanya tajam meliat aku. Dalam atiku menyumpah2 plg tu "palui kali urg ane! Ingatnya aku ne pencuri ka??? Mun nda caya, cek tia sluar dlm ku aa!" Luckily the account yg ada disana atu tanya apa nama company atu. Sekali di explainnya yg company atu under another big company's name so the payment masuk dari nama big company la. Disuruhnya cek lagi bahagian finance. Bejalan th jua collector ane kesana. Lapas atu nda lagi timbul2nya arahku. Ertinya kedapatan ja tu yg duit atu bebayar sudah. And sudah ku ANTAR ke account! Yang paling ku sasak, dah nya 'salah sangka' atu, nda gi balik semula kan minta maaf ka, lanja teh tarik india ka. Ane senyap cematu saja. My boss ne diam ja dari tadi. Masa collector atu nda gi timbul2, baru tah ia becakap "What do u think masa ia buat catu?" Ku jawap dgn sejujur-jujurnya dan yang plaing jujur " I felt like being accussed of stealing". Yatah tarus katanya " That's what I feel too. Durang ane mun sal usin yg alum di tangan durang, suma kan diraumnya. Nda lagi cek2 dulu tu, tarus2 merujuh urang main tuduh2." Ku balasi tah jua "Yatah...I just smile (Walau dalam ati menyumpah2). Mun dah urg panic ane, suma urg yg bekenaan kana jua. The truth will come out eventually." Begitu la kisahnya....I start to think that these people didn't do their job professionally. I mean, literally, they do their job for money ONLY and not for company's upgrade. Lau catu, bekerja macam robot tah kamu suma nah!



P/s= Pasal usin pun mau gado ka??

2 Days 1 Night at Mangrove Resort

Date: 16/10/2010 and 17/10/2010
Location: Mangrove Paradise Resort, Kota Batu

Overview:

It was so exciting to go here! No works, No calls, No nothing. Its just me and Emma having our good ladies vacation only. We went there by around 2pm, check in and got room no. 6 which is just infront of the Dees Spa (when we were there, it was not opened for use yet). The room was sooooo nice! I love the wallpaper of greenish abstract. Then the TV was hung on the wall. The toilet is clean and decorated with small golden tiles. The outside view portrayed the scenic villages of Kg. Air and u could see fishermen doing their jobs even early morning. By night, u could either have romantic candle light dinner outside your balcony or just fishing together. Oh, forgot to mention. For October 2010 only, the price for one room is $80 (Mon to Thurs) and $100 (Fri to Sun). Well, its a worth of money since you'll get to experience the magical moments in here. Furthermore, there are swimming pools which not as deep as I thought but the view is very nice since this place is near to the mangrove trees. Last time, I told myself to off my handphone so that there will be no 'distractions' when I was away. It was really really awesome! And I plan to come here again and bring many friends of mine. Overall, I fell in love with this place!

So can't wait for the vacation!!!

Ntah eh...tiba-tiba ja rasa nda sabar kan vacation ane. it's less than a month! Woohoooo~~ And the destination will be at KL. Nda plang jauh but yeah..sekali sekala disana. Tickets already paid. Tempat tinggal already confirmed. Gipun Im going with Emma, her mom, her bro and his friend and we'll be staying at her sis's house. Kira save budget ja sikit la. Im gonna stay there for a week saja. The first three days will be spent for shopping around KL then the rest will be for sight-seeing and stuffs. We're planning to go to Nilai 3, Genting Highland, Putrajaya etc. Siuk eh1 Nda sabar nah rasanya! Baru ku cerita ne. Alum gi ku kesana. Rasa ja udah tu desperate kan cuti. Huhu... I'll let u know nanti bila ku disana k. Hopefully ada connection internet disana.

Just the way you are by Bruno Mars

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

UBD 22nd Graduation 2010

OMG!!! I really really can't believe that I am graduating tomorrow!!! Aaaaaaa~~~ It felt like Im floating on air! Achieving this success after what I've gone through. Believe me or not, during our full dress rehearsal, I was in tears when the 'sultan' annouced 'I hereby present the PhD, master and degree holder to all UBD graduates in this convocation..'! It was like...ok erra, you are free from UBD now. You're finally graduating! Perasaan atu macam-macam becampur. Happy (90%), sad (10%) since I'll be finding a suitable job (my current position doesn't give a satisfying salary). But yeah, the feeling of happiness telah melebihi segala-galanya. Oh, yeah...forgot to mention. I didn't get the scholarship to study master. Well, what to do. Im partially sad because being rejected but on the other hand Im more than happy because this means I will apply for master as in-service. Just wait for another 2 to 3 years la. And also me and Qlah will be attending the Graduates Appreciation Night at Polo Club. Well, since its gonna be our once-in-a-lifetime event so we just go tho' we kinda hope that there should be a Gala Night event where we can dress up like princesses or sort-of. Anyhow, to make my graduation more meaningful and over the top, I made a deal with this photographer Ezra Pilpus for my photoshoot. I admired his work especially portraiture kind of shoot. And what's more amazing, it FREE OF CHARGE! And as a gratitude he will send me a copy of my pics in dvds. Really really nice! Now I can make photo album with those pics. And later on I will do studio photoshoot with my family as what normally graduates will do. But I want my outside photoshoot to be in large frame and displayed in the living room beside my studio shoot. Just to be different (^_^)


Well, my last word as a UBD student:

'CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL UBD GRADUATES INTAKE 22 YEAR 2010!!'

Cerita Merepek!

Aku nda tau cana bleh timbul ceta cemani. Nda semena2 aku tah plg tekana. Hish3...Cane, a colleague of mine bekawan sama my cousin. Just kawan biasa2 ja. Then one day, i just met my cousin and she just knew yang opis tempat kami kaja ane ampir. Yatah my colleague ne selurukan la saying 'cousin...cousin..' For me its not a big deal. Biasalah joke di pagi hari. But then, there's another colleague of mine ane, i don't know samada ia ane kan minta attention ka...or sakit ati ka...apa ka...he called me to his office and say some bad stuffs about my cousin and our friend ane. Ia gitau baik ku JANGAN RAPAT dengan dorang sal dorang ane kan MEMPERGUNAKAN aku. I was like...WTF????? And he even said that our friend atu pernah 'bermain' dah dgn my cousin di hotel. Nda PALOI dari mana tu cetanya??? Tarang-tarang fitnah wah! Fitnah yang melibatkan maruah my cousin, our friend and me as well!! Apa tah maksudnya menceritakan suma ane arahku? Apa kena mengenanya aku dengan hubungan dorang?? Hello!! Bukannya kaling ne mun kan dibuduh-buduhi!! Then nda batah atu my cousin called and then demand ceritakan what happened. Aku serba salah pulang but i need to let her know the truth also. Dah ku cetakan atu, marah brabis my cousin eh! Menyumpah2 la ia. Katanya, nda ja ia nda beutak mun kan 'bemain' sama orang di hotel! Then dipendekkan ceta, ia confront sama our friend atu. Kira bekelaie la dorang tarus. After a while, our friend ne jumpa aku and we talked la about this. Inda plang bekelaie. We blurted out everything la. Aku gto apa yg my colleague atu pesan arahku this morning. And our friend ane mcm marah la usulnya but he tried to control it. Katanya singan migang tangan my cousin lagi nda ia pernah, apatah kan 'bermain'. Yatah makin timbul tah panas hatiku kan colleague ku yang sekung atu! Apa tah tujuannya kan membuat cerita yang nda sahih ane? Rasa kan cari attention ka?? Hish! Malas tah ku kan melayan urang macam ane! Baru tah ku tejumpa laki2 yang cakap tinggi (tapi mengakun ia orang susah) di tambah lagi kuat begosip and now newly-discovered-talent, which is, MENFITNAH! Yang pastinya tadi everything settle dah between the three of us. Nganya the thing between my colleague atu kami biarkan ja. We believe what goes around comes around. Karma, baby!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

To all my dearest families and friends, ampun dan maaf dipinta jika ada kesalahan dan kesilapan di masa lalu. Halalkan apa yg termakan, terminum, terumpat, tergoda hatta terkentut sekalipun. Sesungguhnya diri ini hanyalah insan yang daif serba kekurangan. Semoga lebaran kali ini memberikan seribu rahmat kepada kita semua. Amin...

Cinta Wanita

1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang (sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan).

4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki, lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.

5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya, dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.

7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati,tolak cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diriwanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan,dia akanlakukan apa saja.

8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia sorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.

9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Muzik,puisi,lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni lansung tak berguna.

11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.

12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit,semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.

13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita.Jadi jangan senyum sebarangan.

14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah mulakan dengan persahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.

15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.

16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.

17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya.Tanya dia sendiri!!

18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.

19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.

20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda pertama yang dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya,kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri.

21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!

22. Satu ucapan 'Hi' sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya.

23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.

24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.

25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.

26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..

27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!

28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya(hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis).Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati.Dengan i! ni dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.

29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya.So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah...

30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.

Persahabatan dan Ukhwah

Apa yang ingin ku katakana sudah ku katakan. Aku mengakui, itu salah ku dan memohon agar Allah ampunkan segala dosa-dosa ku.. Aku Cuma insan kerdil punya banyak kelemahan dan kekurangan. Aku jua punya impian untuk menjadi lebih baik dan di atas dasar itu aku semakin menghargai perkara di sekelilingku dan mencari di segenap dan setiap piruk dunia akan kebenaran yang tertulis dan jelas di gambarkan oleh tuhan Rabbal Allamin. Siapa di antara kita tidak inginkan kebaikan dan kejayaan? Semua berhasrat memilikinya. Begitu jua aku..

Jalan ini telah mengajarku erti hidup. Aku lebih mengenal hidup ini setelah mengenal jalan ini, secara jujur ia mengajarku. Aku belajar banyak benda, dan salah satu darinya adalah mecintai dan di-cintai. Aku tidak reti meluahkan perasaan..tapi nilai persahabatan akan tertera bila ia di-uji. Hanya dari ujian itu, kita mengetahui sejauh mana kita mencintai persahabatan ini.

Bila terjadinya pergolakan, banyak yang terluah..disitu kita diuji.. Bila terjadinya salah faham banyak benda yang terucap..sekali lagi kita diuji.....kerisauan menghantui diri...

Sahabat..aku sebenarnya risau.. bila Allah ‘trigger’ persahabatan kita dengan satu ujian dikala kita tidak menyangka ujian itu tiba..kita mendengus dan merungut sehingga tidak mengindahkan antara satu sama lain.. Melenyapkan setiap detik dan perkongsian baik antara kita, hilang segala yang baik mengenai sahabat kita. Tapi hanya apa yang tertera adalah perkara yang buruk tentangnya .. maka ketika itu, hilang terus sabahat di dalam kamus hidup kalian..

Aku menjadi semakin risau..Pabila Allah ingin uji persahabatan ini lagi, adakan perkara sebegini berulang lagi..apakah kita akan besikap sebegini lagi? Aku risau, bila Allah Uji dengan perkara yang lebih besar sewaktu kita lebih susah dari segenap segi dan benda.. apakah akan ada lagi pertalian yang di namakan persahabatan...
Perkara ini mengajarku..

Sahabat.. pernahkan kalian mendengar bahawasanya kebaikan boleh menumpas segala kejahat di dunia?begitu juga dengan yang satu ini. Kalau bukan kerana kita saling memerlukan antara satu dan lainnya mana munkin Allah menjadikan kita dengan bebagai ragam, di lengkapi dengan bebagai ke lebihan dan kekurangan. Kita hidup untuk saling bantu membantu bukan? Kita membantu dengan segenap kelebihan kita untuk menyempurnakan segenap kelemahan yang lain...

Bukankah jalan ini telah mengajar kalian untuk menghargai semua ini? Aku percaya, kita semua menanam sifat ini..tidak ada yang ingin menguris atau berhasrat memperlekehkan kualiti yang satu ini.. Mungkin ada di antara kita masih lagi bertatih dan perlukan bantuan untuk berjalan dengan yakinnya menyelurusi jalan yang penuh duri ini..siapa kalau bukan kita yang berada dijalan ini menjadi harapan untuk membimbing antara kita..
Sayangi sahabat kalian dengan membantu menerobos kelemahannya dan meraikan kelebihannya..

...Uhibbuki fillah...

Another Drama chapter

antah ah..i have this problem with one of my bestfriend. It all started masa kami ber-inbox. i have 5 bestfriends actually. kami ane plan kan pakai baju sama2 time raya. so bali tah kain sorang2 ja since masing2 busy dgn kraja and nada masa kan jalan together.

Aku ne membali tah udah...mencari kadai jahit pusing2 lapas dari kaja sampai tah pkl 7pm, baru tah tedapat kadai jahit atu. 2 hari wa mencari! Tau tah masane kadai jahit mana lagi sanggup kan mengambil kain urg lagi. Sekali, mlmnya i check inbox, one of my bestfriend ane nda tia jadi. alasannya:

1) ia nada masa
2) ia 'malas kan ingau' membali since everyone is 'busy' nada mendangani ia.
3) inda ku ingat
yatah nda munasabah bagiku alasannya ah. Ia kaja plg aher kul 4.30. dpt ja tu wa membali lps kaja. imagine tah diri ane. kaja sampai kul 5-6pm, sampat ja masih tu. then, ia ckp malas tah ingau kan membali. lps atu, my other bestfriend ne offer kan membalikan ia kain, but then ia ckp 'no thanks. nada mood ku'. okkaaayyyyy....mcm kami yg lain mental la ulihnya esp me. salnya aku langsung nda dpt terima alasan yg nda masuk akal atu. And ia post msg atu time ku baru belurih kadai jahit. After all that I've done, buang minyak keta, kana marah sal aher balik etc, ia buat kami cane?? As if nada value tarus our friendship ane. We've been together for 10 years!

Kalau tah ia kan minta dangani dari aku, sanggup ia nunggu d opisnya sampai kul 6? ia lagi selalu ckp mls tah ku ingau. so i assume ia nda kan jalan sama aku. But then, why not is msg our other friends? Apa salahnya kan? Durang available jua x aa. Ndakan aku sorang ja bestfriendnya in the whole wide world? Other thing is, what's the BIG deal membali sorang2? Aku biasa ja membali sorang. Nda ja ku kan kusut sampai menyamal2 cane. I know durang lain busy and i don't intend kan ngacau. Aku pun tau rasa ngalih lapas kaja wah! But still, ku kuatkan ja ati bejalan lapas kaja sipun mata ne juling2 bular kan tido!

Luahan banar tah ku udah tu ah. It's not about kain kami nda sama. It's about our SACRIFICE for this friendship. Ndakan nada sedikit pun masa utk anything? Singan aku lagi trying my hardest utk luangkan masa with other things, ndakan ia nda bulih? And urg yg aher balik kaja mcm aku pun bulih sampat suping, nda kan ia nda bulih? Aku pun tired jua. Ingat kraja di opis ne nda byk? Sipun tah duduk2 nganya, sangal jua jubo lehnya wah!

Hish..hish...hish...I am so done with this! Dari dulu sampai ane alum ja berubah perangai kasarnya ane. So now, ku biarkan ia. Biar ia muhasabah dirinya sendiri. Im not saying im perfect. Aku sendiri pun ada ja flaws n all. But please la...im so done playing Ms. Nice and Naive!

Issues between me and my heart

I don't know batah2 ane (maybe almost a week) my mind, my brain, my heart confuse semacam. Probably because negative inputs from my surrounding area. Rasa macam takut-takut about commitment especially relationship. I want to fight it but seems like I am so weak at this. Dlm utak selalu questioning ' is this going to happen to me in the future?' 'if so, why would i do this if i already know that in the end i am gonna be heartbroken'. But another part of my brain told me 'not all couples end up like this. It depends on your trust and honesty'. But the question is 'where is my trust?' I know he trusts me but still i am questioning my trust. Where did it go to? Why can't I feel the same way again? I tried to get it out of my mind. Hanging out with the girls, pretending to busy, sports etc. But no matter how hard i tried, when i am alone, i will still thinking about this matter! Argghhhhhh! At one point, I wanna slam my car to the nearby lamp post! I don't want to discuss this with him. This is my issue within my self. He's innocent. He didn't do anything wrong to me. In fact, Im the one who's guilty. Not contacting him for quite some time. I don't know. I want to do so but my mind is blank and I don't know what to say. Stupid, isn't it? Is this a normal dilemma for a woman at this age? Or is it just me? How come I still see many happy lovey-dovey couples around my age out there? So, does that mean my surrounding is bad? But the reality also show that the issue happens. I don't want to jeopardize my children's future just because of this. At another point, I thought better be alone than having a commitment. That's how stupid my thinking was. All these things made me forget all the sweet memories of me and him. That's why most of the time I would be in tears alone in my room or car....*sob*

Amazing Expedition at Ternate, Maluku Island

Date: 25th June - 2nd July 2010
Place: Jakarta and Ternate Island
Purpose: ASEAN Youth Wallacea Expedition 2010
Delegates from Brunei: Me, Asri Mohamad, Razali Ibrahim and Sofinaz (Team Leader)

Classifications!!!

Alhamdulillah...Finally got my classification result and unexpectedly I got Lower Second class. I thought I will get 3rd class since I flunked out during my first and second year. Huhu...But, anyhow, I am sooo thankful to the Almighty Allah for this gift. On my home, I cried heavily in the car thinking all the efforts and sacrifices I had to make just to get this honours. I remembered those difficult moments which I had to face alone everyday. I remembered the hardest times I had to go through when changing the programmes. I remembered being alone in classes full of juniors that I never knew. But somehow, I got adapted to these. I had to be strong! Especially when seeing my batch graduated first before me. Only Allah knows how I felt that time. But I had to be mentally-strong. I need to! To get this result, I need to sacrifice. I had to face angry-faces of my parents when I told them that I have to extend another year. I had to face questions from friends asking why I need to extend my study. Frankly, it's hard for me to answer those.

I remembered crying so hard at Tungku Beach because of my poor exam result. Thanks to the girls at that time who calmed me down! And I remembered being terminated from my programme. Receving the letter is the hardest moment that I could face especially when the AR said I might not be able to continue study at UBD. What would you feel when someone told you that? I remembered that time I could see that the world is mocking at me, laughing and shouting that I am a complete failure!

But I hold on to myself. I climb a mountain from rock bottom. I fought back. Fighting this alone and winning in the end is the most precious moment I ever have!! And without support from the loved ones and friends, I would not stand still like today. Thanks again guys!

Finally......I win this battle. (^_^)

The Blast Vacation to KK

Date: From 19th May til 21st May
Destinations visited: One Borneo, Centrepoint Sabah, Port View, Warisan Square etc.
Purpose: Holidayyyyyy and Wedding-stuffs exploration
People joined: Me, Qlah, Yumi, Imah & Adi, Nana & Kirin, Amal & Qawi, Tabab and Alel.

Happy Mother's Day (9th May)

SMSUA Sports Day (Final)

Date: 28th April 2010 (Thursday)
Venue: SM Awg Semaun field
House competing: Digadong, Bendahara, Temenggong and Pemancha
Winner of the year: Digadong!!! (Yeayyyy)

Kainssssssss for Raya~~~

I got so excited when it comes to kain!!!!! Whenever I see pretty kains, for sure I'll buy! Thats why i decided to sell kains (with the support from my family and my aunt who also did the kain business). But this is no ordinary kains to sell. I will gonna choose the ones that are not in Brunei and only one kind can be found. Wide range of suppliers: Dubai and KL mostly. Mama was the one very enthusiastic about this textile business. Yatah yesterday (28/4), kami mencari stuffs for selling and Didi (my bro) gives us the modal. Well, insyaAllah...if this works, then we will continue going on steady with this business. Can't wait to see the response from the customers!

Maid Sama!

Banarnya jarang brabis ku kan minat ceta anime ane. But then, gara my lil bro karak liat ch715, teliat tah ku ceta Maid Sama ane. Baru 1 episod, addicted tah ku! Wawawa...rugged la cetanya ane sal a high school girl yang jadi presiden persatuan pelajar skulah atu. Kirakan dlm bahasa Brunei nya, jadi YDP la. But then, walaupun ia digalati leh urg2 bawahannya, panya ia ane kaja part-time jadi pelayan restoran arah Maid Cafe. Huhu...And yang membuatkan kantoi is when one of the student found out pasal kajanya ane. yatah demi utk merahsiakan, ia ane buat deal la dgn laki2 atu. Tapi panya laki2 atu fall in love arahnya nganya nda dinampakkannya. Caranya saja dgn membuli bini2 ane. Yatah sooooo sweeetttt....huhu...

Birthday celebration part 1

Date: 8th April 2010
Venue: 9ASc class and staffroom, Sek. Men. Sayyidina Umar Al-Khattab
Organiser: Y9ASc students

Outing at Selapon, Temburong

Awesome!!! One word to describe about this trip! This outing was meant for M4 Phat (as in block M4 hostel UBD) and three hawties (me, Ijal and Yati). We went there by boat so we had to come early before 6.30 (I woke up at 5 am!!). Bie and Jon picked me up and together we went to Temburong boat terminal at 6.15 am by boat through Sg. Kebun. By the time we came to Temburong, everyone was very excited! I was really looking forward to this kind of outing. Really need to get out of the messy things around me. And you know what, it felt soooo great!! We swim along the rushy stream and joked around. Never knew that me and Yati got this chemistry together. Really felt comfortable with them all! You don't have to go overseas to release all your stresses. If you haven't explore Brunei yet, better do! There are lots of things to see and experience! Like what the Tourism Department said, Brunei has lots of unexpected treasures!! If there is an outing like this again, I'm soooo gonna join!!