GUGURNYA SEORANG PENGKISAH

Ketika kau disembahyangkan
Setiap ruang dipenuhi ramai
Hingga ada yang terpaksa menunggu di luar

Ketika kau dikuburkan
Begitu ramai yang datang menemankan
Sambil mendoakan untuk sejahteramu di alam sana

Ketika yassin berkumandang
Dinyanyikan oleh anak, cucu dan orang berziarah
Sedekah tidak putus-putus
Hingga seisi keluarga merasa terharu

Pergimu ditangisi ramai
Pergimu menghimpunkan semua bangsa
Orang jauh datang bertandang
Orang sibuk meninggalkan kerja
Orang bukit turun padang
Semua menghulurkan simpati untuk keluargamu

Tiadamu sangat dirasai
Hingga masih terdengar bunyi seolah-olah batuk dan bersinmu
Bau tubuhmu masih tercium di kamar
Sedangkan lebih sehari kau tiada

Pemergianmu sangat dirindui
Tiadalah tempat utk mengadu
Tiadalah tempat utk rujukan
Tiadalah tempat utk bantuan
Segala amalan yang kau turunkan
Segala kisah tarsilah asal usul keturunanmu
Akan sentiasa mekar dalam ingatan

Semoga Allah merahmati pemergianmu nendaku...

Hasil nukilan
Erra

17th January: Saddest day ever!

I never thought that 17th January 2011 is the day when my grandpa passed away. The news are so sudden and we are not prepared for this to happen. At 5.57am,i was told by Ayah that grandpa is very sick. At first we planned to take airplane so i checked RBA & AirAsia. Unfortunately there is no flight for today. Without any other idea,we just travelled by car,that is, me as a driver! We did panick! Nini yg sedang nazak and tunggu masa saja lagi. Rasa kan nangis sepanjang perjalanan tadi but both me & mama tahan. I know perjalanan memakan masa 5-6 jam but i drove as fast as i could hoping to see him for one last time. Dengan condition rav4 yg nda berapa steringnya lagi,but whatta heck,asal sampai.dgn selamat. Believe it or not, kami sampai papar dlm 4.5 jam saja! Tapi terkilan brabis ku sal aku nda sampat liat nini. Kami tarus ke kubur and disana masih byk urg. So apalagi, airmata yg kami cuba tahan tadi atu meluah ahernya. I know i shouldn't cry tapi mengenangkan betapa terkilannya aku nda sampat salam n minta ampun arah nini setelah berjuang menentang masa,makin mencurah2 airmataku. Pemergian arwah memang sgt2 ku rasai. Selalunya bila arwah ada, ia ceta sal kisah sejarah keluarga dulu2. Then ia ceta sal politik malaysia. Ia pernah membuang angin dari badanku kai paku. Arwah sememangnya sgt digalati. Mempunyai ilmu batin yg tinggi tapi nda pernah bercerita mahupun bangga diri. Arwah hanya akan mengubati bila ada yg berhajat. Cerita sejarah pebret ku is about salasilah keturunan keluarga kami yg berkaitan dgn sultan Brunei. Pernah satu hari wakil pihak sultan dtg bejumpa arwah & betanya pasal sejarah kesultanan Brunei. I will get that book when i'm back. Kata nini, ada mukanya disana. Pebaik dijual,mau ja ku membali.

Masa tahlil tadi atu pun nini bini lamah2 sudah. Katanya pikirannya nda tantu masane. Pemergian arwah memang nda dijangka. Semalam sampat lagi beibun apa. Tau2 pagi tadi...Allah maha mengetahui akan ajal setiap hambanya. Kun fayakun. Maka jadi, jadilah. Sepanjang ari memang berlinangan saja airmata kami semua. Baik laki2 mahupun bini2. Semua menangis.

Paling menyayat ati bila drg uncle ceta yg masa nini nazak atu,ia mcm beceta sama 'urg' and angguk2. Seolah-olah ia tau yg masanya sudah tiba.

Semoga roh nini ditempatkan bersama org2 yg beriman dan bertaqwa. Amin...

Al-fatihah buat allahyarham Muhijin bin Hj Metussin...

2 days 1 night at Qlah's cribs!

Last Wednesday night, me, Qlah, Yumi and Nana planned a 2d1n sleepover at Qlah's cribs! It was just simply a hangout sort-of event but it turned out to be a one hell of adventure! Ahaha...since all of us never experience going to the city market by boat, so we took it. And after buying all the ingredients and fruits for the dinner, we took the chance to pay a boatman (who happens to be a relative of mine...sampat wa jejak kasih sekajap di bot atu!) $10 to take us around the water village, visiting the famous legend natural artifacts of Jong Batu and Lumut Lunting.

Jong Batu was adapted from a story of a son who denied his poor mother after he became a rich man. This story is the same as Si Tanggang (Malaysian version) and Malin Kundang (Indonesian version). Guess this legend is kind of a real story. Lumut Lunting took its famous story of a beloved roster owned by Awg Semaun (brother of Sultan Muhammad) who always was defeted in the roster fight and flee to this one area because of bitter shame and became a stone of what known as Lumut Lunting. Oh, well...histories are so damn great!

Ok, back to the present. After a beautiful tour, we went straight home and prepares all the food for making Ambuyat! At 7pm, dinner is served, baby! Yummy~~ That night, there was nothing much we could do except twittering, watching 2d1n, and just we were about to sleep, we cracked out jokes and laughing hardcore! It was super fun! Like tears were falling while laughing. Gosh, i don't remember when was my last hardcore laughing.

Next, our 2 days 1 night adventure will be at Yumi's cribs in Lumut. So, this time round, me and Qlah will drive our ass there and have another super fun! Yeayyyy!

p/s = This is what jobless people do. Lol!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!

Okayyy...I'm 7 days late to greet you but still we're in the new year mood. Anyhoos, I celebrated this new year with the girlfriends at Qlap Plaza Hotel. It was super fun!! We played some games, made a surprise birthday shout out to Nana and even screamed saying Happy New Year to everyone on the street! Gosh, if my boyfriend knew about this, he wouldn't believe a single thing I did. :-p My new resolution? Well, I believe everyday is a new resolution to me so I don't make a new one for this year. I just make new hopes. Hope that I will get my permanent job fast, hope that I will be able to make the next step in my relationship, hope that I will at least travel outside Brunei. Hopes...and a dream for all of them to become true