Friday, April 29, 2011

Sedetik Lebih - Anuar Zain

*I'm soooo into this song!! Call me emo, over-sentimental or whatever but I still love this song!!!*

Setiap nafas yang dihembus
Setiap degupan jantung
Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Dalam sedar dibuai angan
Dalam tidur dan khayalan
Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang
Barulah terasa ku bernyawa

Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu
Kerana kau beri erti hidup
Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya

Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan
Ku bersyukur adanya kamu

Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia
Asal masih adanya kamu...

EDRY ABDUL HALIM
KRU Publishing Sdn Bhd

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

First day is always a first day...

Finally my rezeki has came after almost 4 months of unemployment. I've been bombarded with questions when I will get a job, why I didn't find a job, why I quit my previous job from my parents...believe me, hearing all those make me wanna shout all my heart out! I believe that when the time has came, it WILL come. No matter under what circumstances. But those things will NOT come unless we DO something for it!

So now here I am sitting on my own desk as an Education Officer at one of the government school. Thank goodness it's not that far from my place (approx. 15-20 mins of driving). First day at school, I expect to jump into a class and teach Geo but it turned out to be that I did absolutely NOTHING! Well, only a few ice breaking session among the educators and meeting some students. The rest of the working hours was spent at organising and looking through the previous lesson.

Everything above has started with a call from JSS the day before I came to school. The officer told me that I'll be replacing a teacher that is currently having her maternity leave until July. She also told me to report to the school the next day. After school hours, I went to JSS to pick up my letter of placement. And guess what? There was a misunderstanding between them! The other officer thought that there is ENOUGH teacher to replace the absent one in that school so they want to place me to somewhere else. But the one who called me thought the other way. They've come to an agreement (that is I will be placed to other school) but FORGOT to call me back. But that afternoon, they asked the school whether they actually need me to be there and turned out to be they do. Thank God!!! If not, it will be a huge embarassment to me if I was not going to be teaching there! I did my ice breaking, hang out with the teachers there etc but I didn't teach there?!! Well, lets just get over it. The conclusion has already been made, that is, I'm going to stay there and will pick up my letter of placement on Saturday. The whole point of this is, BETTER MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE GOING TO SEND SOMEONE FOR PLACEMENT TO ANY SCHOOL. OTHERWISE, IT WILL DOWNGRADE HIS/HER REPUTATION AND AFFECT THE DIGNITY.