This is gonna be my final exam this year since next year will be my TP time. Huhu... A lot of feelings mixed up here. Happy ja sal nda lagi payah exam. But at the same time sedih ja pasal i know my next level will be more tougher than the current one. But then excited ja pasal next year will be my graduation year. But, sedih lagi pasal I want to study lagi. Ish...ish...Lets just hope that everything will be ok and my grades maintain/upgrade for this whole two last semesters. My timetable are as follows:

Tuesday (24/11) - GE 4331 Demographic Analysis 2 PM
Wednesday (25/11) - GE 3307 Environmental Process II 2 PM
Monday (30/11) - GE 3306 Environmental Process I 2 PM
Tuesday (1/12) - PP 2201 Psychology of teaching and learning 2 PM
Wednesday (2/12) - GE 4324 Environmental Hazards 9 AM
Friday (4/12) - GE 3265 Land, People and Economy of Southeast Asia 2 PM

For UBDians, good luck with the exam! Break a leg! I dont mean you break your leg. I mean...ahhh...whatever!

This Korean drama is a superb one after Boys Over Flower!! I really love the casts and they acted so real that made me laugh and cry. The one that I love the most is the character ‘Shin Woo’. He was soooooo romantic and loving and caring and…well, he got everything that a girl wants. The songs are awesome! The lyrics are beautiful and the melodies are amazing! In all, I really fall in love with this drama series! You guys should watch it. Guaranteed 100% satisfaction! The synopsis is like this:

"Tae Kyung and On Yu are in search of a new member for their idol group, A.N.JELL. However, Mi Nam suffers an injury at the last moment. So Mi Nyu, his twin sister, is asked to step in for her brother. The rest of the drama follows the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group."

Betrayal comes simply from the word ‘betray’ which means if you betray someone, your actions hurt and disappoint them. The most painful betrayal is when you have been betrayed by the person that you really care or love. You have given a lot of sacrification to them, but they simply ‘stab’ you in silence. They are more like ‘an enemy behind a blanket’. Reasons for betrayal? Varies. Some betray you for selfishness, some for anger while others for jealousy. It depends when and where you are at. Once you have been betrayed, the pain would be tremendously hurt. It’s like when you try to amputate your arm with a sharp knife but in a slow motion. Betrayal does not only kill you, but your relationship with that respective person. If you are a hot-tempered type, the situation will be different. You might end up fighting with that person, or someone might get badly injured. Depends on how you handle the situation.

What about me? Yeah… I’ve been betrayed. I don’t know what to say or what to do because I really do cared and loved that person. Now I don’t know whether to trust that person again. We’ve known each for so long, gone through a lot of tough times together, hang on with each other, but still I’m the victim here. I don’t know the reasons because I’ve been trying to not hurt anyone’s feelings all my life. My actions? Kill that person? Nah! I just let it pass. But an Aries-type of person won’t let go easily. There has to be revenge. But revenge is not good. For a muslim like me, I just pray to the Almighty God to give a bit of light pathway to that person. (^_^)

Omigosh! It's less than 3 weeks lagi kan exam! Woohooo!! (sarcastically). For the past few days, tido ku ane nda lagi macam biasa. Pokoknya, kalau nda tido kul 4am, nda sah! Manakan ja, membuat analysis ane wah! Mun satu, baik ja. Ane sampai 5 analysis kan dibuat! But, despite of that, it was fun. Weird. I don't know why but masa ku mental2, kesiokan ja ku membuat analysis ane. Antah eh! Sekali ada time atu, me and my roommate mental berabis, bahapa kami nah? memekapkan urang! wawawa...mangsa? c Kelly and Deeah. Wawawa...Kan meliat movie, keburingan. Sekali, kami bantai memekapkan urang. hahaha...imagine saja, tangah2 malam kul 12 orang bemekap. Dah atu, there was another time, sambil2 membuat kaja, kami layan lagu hindustan. Hahaha..dah atu! Basar2 lagi volume kami. Alum lagi menambah dengan suara merdu kami yang entah kemana larinya pitching kami atu. hahaha! But then, health wah ter'affect'. Ada aritu aku kesajukan berabis sampai gigi ane pun katar2. Kan dikatakan damam, sajuk dahiku. Tido ane pun paksa pakai jacket and stokin, and betungkumus dalam selimut. Huhu...I wonder why. Lain pulang ku pikir. Salnya dulu time ku form 5, aku pernah kesajukan tarus2. time2 tengahari lagi tu! Sekali my mom aga, tekajut ia sal teliat 'pontibeb' terabang2 atas kepalaku (konon kan mencari tampat masuk ke dalam badanku la). Sekali aku kana suruh baca Ayat Kursi balik2. Baru tah that 'pontibeb' ilang and terasa warm badanku. Eventho' I didn't see that creature but this is one experience that will never be forgotten!

Anyhow, exam is coming up so makin less la aku menulis dalam blog ane. Hope to get melatop to the extravaganza result since this is my final semester! Next year, TP time! huhu...-Adioz-

Eh, a lot of stories to tell here. (Mengumpat tah ku ne) You know, kan me and Qlah roommate di hostel. Sekali ada this jiran of ours complaint sal kami bising. Arah warden lagi tu! Shit tah banar. Dah atu kana panggil tah kami oleh warden.And you know what happened? Warden sokong kami pulang ane wah! Wawawa...katanya orang yang complain atu nda tau cana idup di hostel. Huhu...banar kali ah! Mun nda tahan tinggal di hostel, keluar plang. Pleezzz deh! Yang silahaunya lagi ada security mengaga kami masa malam before kami jumpa warden. Kata dorang kami membawa orang luar (ikut laporan si complaint atu la). Haktuiii!! Bila masa kami buat catu eh?!! Bangang ku ne! Mun tah ia jeles sal kami banyak kawan yang melawat ke bilik, ikutkan pulang! Jangan tah kan membuat cerita nah. (marah ku ne...marah ku ne...) Kami pikir kami tah yang salah ane. Sekali a few days after that baru tah kami dapat tau yang ia ane andang banyak kes dengan orang hostel lain. Oooo....jadi kami ane mangsanya seterusnya lah. Citt...poooraaaaa~~nada ku takut kan ko dang! Baik blast sound speaker ku tangah2 malam. Biar ko nda dapat tido! Yang paling silahau apa nah? Ia tarus komplen arah warden yang di hostel ada HANTU! Wahahahahahaha...guling2 ku ketawa eh! Baru ko realize kah dang? Kami balik2 experience cematu nda ja kami kan melapor bahapa. Indakan ko inda tau yang hostel ane bukan kitane saja yang tinggal. Sendiri mau pikir la beb! Dalam Quran lagi ada bepadah, mun ‘benda2 invisible’ atu dinampakkan, nescaya betamu gigi tah kitane atu. Please revise balik k. I don’t know ngapa orang cane boleh wujud. Kami yang selorong dengan ia ane pun tarus jadi anti wa. Antah ia...ada one time atu, ku invite ia for our Hari Raya Open Room. Banarnya utk bonding sesama jiran ja. Sekali inda ja datang. Inda ku apa reason sebenarnya la tapi ia gitau ia galat. Sekali esuknya, yatah part sekuriti dan waden pun terjadi arah kami. Macam kana stab-back wah rasaku. Dapanku bukan main senyum and becali. Kali di belakangku, bertubi2 ia menikam. Palui ja tu! Sekali apa ku buat? Aku buat nada saja. Aku senyum macam biasa, aku becali2 macam biasa. Nada ku kan jaling2 tahap mati dengannya. Pasalnya apa nah? Aku buat reverse psychology dengan ia. Some says ‘to defeat your enemy is to be closer to your enemy’ or I should rephrase it ‘to KILL your enemy is to be FRIEND with your enemy’. That’s what I’m doing. Main cara halus gitu! Huahaha...kejam kan aku ane? Baru kamu tau??? Astaaa...jangan ingat aku yang beloyar buruk ane nda pandai bedandam. Keke...

Wow! It’s been like ages I haven’t post something! Biasa la…busy tahap gaban since it’s gonna ne my last semester at UBD. Project sana, project sini, report sana, report sini...fuh! Next semester, teaching practice tah ku nah. Can’t wait for it but at the same time dak..dik..duk jantung. Well, I managed to have a short chat with Dr Koay bab mengajar ane. Katanya it’s normal for someone new to feel that wat but he believes that I can manage to pull it off since he knows what I am capable of (wah...kambang kampis lubang idung kucingku mendangar). Sekali this 31st Oct will be the graduation ceremony for UBD intake 2005. Congratulations to all UBDians especially my Bie!! Bah, lanja men-sushi di excapade. Hehe...Anyhow, batah-batah ane, me and the girlfriends once a week swimming di BIBD. Bukan apa, kan jaga badan yo. Tau dah lamak ane macam kan gugur ke tanah, sadar-sadar tah diri. (I’m referring to myself tu..keke...) Compare to di stadium, tiket masuk ke BIBD is $5 (stadium $2) but it consists of other facilities as well like gym, jacuzzi and sauna. Siok ja tu! Bepaluh2 kami menyauna disana ah. Aku rasa lamak ku pun cair lehnya. Keke...

Yesterday (5/10), after class, I was planning to get a battery for my watch. Sekali Qlah and Deah ane kan join ja tarus la we all lunch together. Si deah ane also kan bali tarap sal ia tais liur. First, we went to this one shop di batu besurat. Ku tanya whether durang ada jual battery jam and that person said yes. Aku ne dengan excitednya, apa lagi, hand in my watch with the hope that it will be taken care of. Dipendekkan cerita, jam tangan ku ane, bukan saja nda mau ditutup belakangnya, tapi pacah glassnya!! Palui ja tu! Inda pasal2, banyak lagi kan ku repair! Yang menambahkan silahau tahap gaban, ia minta bayar jua. Gaban mana lagi kan tu?! Utk nda manjangkan ceta drama yang penuh pilu ane, ku bayar saja tia eh. Apa jua nganya $3.huhu…Sekali, ku aga arah kadai jam di gadong. Ku gitau sal problemku ane. Sekali durang pasangkan tah semula belakang jamku. Tapi sayangnya nda durang menjual cover glass yang jenis square. Frust jua ku lagi tu. Ane kan jam kesayangan. Uwaaa…last2, membawa rasa ati yang sayu dan sedih ane, ke tamu kianggeh kami bejaur. Awal2 ada ku ceta sal c deah kan bali tarap kan. Ane apa nah di balinya? Tarap, durian sama rambutan! Jangan2 lau ada segala mangga, pisang pun di copetnya jua. Huhu…Maka berbau lah keta ku dengan tarap dan durian sampai ari ane. Huhu…Then, kami ke yayasan. Hajat di hati yang belum kesampaian ane, sebenarnya kan ke kadai jam lagi kan mencari cover glass ku atu. Sekali lagi, dukacita kana maklumkan arahku. So membawa frust yang tidak terhingga, bejaur kami ke arcade. Konon kan karoke sebuah lagu. Sekalinya, 4 buah kami cekup! Ada one song atu, lagu dangdut yang aku sama c deah nyanyikan. Eh…yang lagu Amelina ah. Asyik namanya. Apalagi, begelek2 la kami dalam cube atu dengan baju kurung kami yang melampau. Wawawa…Gerenti urang di luar pikir kami ane nda lagi ingat dunia. Huhu…Abis menyanyi, teliat ku game tembak2. Main lagi ku sama c Qlah. Inda sah kali ah mun masuk arcade nda main tembak2. Hehe… Sekali lalah tah sorang2 ane and balik tah kami. But before that, singgah ku mengambil gambar foto studioku sama Bie. Dah balik hostel atu, tarus eh, membuka durian, tarap, rambutan. Makan tah kami 3 ekung di luar hostel. Karang mun di dalam kami makan, ada orang muntah2 kuning. Huhu…Then, c Nana join afta that makan tarap sama rambutan sal durian nda ia pandai makan. Aku sama c deah sukahati tahap kura2 la salnya banyak tia durian yang kan kami makan ane. Wawawa…Yang pastinya, patang atu…agenda utamaku sama Qlah nda jadi. Apanah? Kan jogging! Huhu…