The boyfriends and the admirers

Chapter 1: First Boyfriend

He’s a Chinese wearing specs, just like what my dreamt boyfriend should be. The first time I met him, we were in the same tuition class taking physics. He was from boy’s college and I was in regular secondary school. The first I laid my eyes on him, I melted. Everytime our eyes met, my heart would pound very hard like it’s gonna explode! I could sense that he liked me too, looking at his body language and the way he spoke to me. That time, love was in the air (for me, of course!) I kept the feeling to myself and never told him. After, we finished our ‘O’ Level, to my surprise, he went to the same college as me and his class was just a few steps away. I was so happy and we swapped our numbers. I started to think that it might the best time for me to tell my feelings towards him. Every night, we contacted each other till one night, he proposed to me through the phone (I know it’s uncool!) but what the heck…I was so blindly in love that time! Since that day, we filled each day with love. He sent me a rose during the Valentine’s day, cared for me, always worried about me and filled my days with his beautiful and romantic words. And because of love, I left him. He didn’t know about this, but I’m telling ya’, I left him because of love. You probably wanna yell at me telling how impossible to leave someone because of love. How can you leave a person you love when you love him? Well, let me tell you…Love is not only about feelings, but commitment and sacrificing. And that sacrificing was the thing that I did that time. I could not stand it to see him suffering inside. He kept on wanting to meet and see me, having a good couple time with me. But I can’t. I can’t give him the time. Why? Because I was too absorbed with my study and responsibility as a student councilor. That’s why I left him but we never fought. We took it cool but of course I felt hurt about it. And until now, we are still friends and everytime we meet, there’s no hurt feeling. Pretty good, huh.

New job: House Manager for 3 days

Yup! It's true! Selalunya pangkat house manager ne mama yang punya. Ane aku yang mengambil. U know why? Because my parents tinggalkan aku! They're having a vacation sumwer outside Brunei! Sasak ja ku tu. Aku nda ikut ane pun sal terpaksa. I have to teach the kids. Then I have to continue working out with my project. I can't have holiday yet. Not now...huhu...sasak ku eh. Tapi nda apa, aku bleh buat apa saja aku mau! Wawawa...nda la...that doesn't mean I can do ANYTHING. No la...but right now, aku online dengan c ajar (c ajar ja kan...hehe) arah tempat our Mr Enrique, di Matadoe.hehe...Sampat plg ia mengangguk arah kami di pintu tadi. Senyum jer la...buat2 mesra pelanggan gitu! hehe...

Well, nothing much to say. Nganya aku sibuk mengajar 4 kali seminggu. And if ku nda kaja pun, aku stay di rumah ja and tiap2 ujung minggu datang arah urang kawin. Atupun mun ada ja urang kawin ujung minggu. Cakap pasal kawin ane, cuti semester ane, 3 orang my frenz kawin. Fuyoo! Siuk mendangar kawan diri kawin ane. Gerenti kana tanya ne bila turn ku. Wawawa...terus-terang, tunggu tah 2 3 tahun lagi ah. Kan enjoy ku jadi bujang dulu. Wawawa...nada la...aku mau bagi sanang my family dulu. Then baru tah ku pikirkan sal aku. P nda salah kan mun ku angan2...hehe...

Aku impikan majlis kawin ku nanti ada sentimental value. Kalau dapat, time majlis kawin ku, aku mau solekan ku kana dandan leh Nurol Syukor. Then pakaian nikah ku leh Radzwan Radzwil. Pas tu campur untuk guests would be either cawan Royal Albert. Kad jemputan kahwin ku, aku mau tempah di Indonesia because durang membuat lawa2 wa. Arah Brunei lawa2 plg tapi alum setanding dengan yang ku liat kad jemputan di Indon atu. Majlis kawin will be at my house. I will still continue my original plan that pengantin laki datang ke rumah dengan naik kuda putih. Ala2 prince charming datang gitu! hehe...Instead of pakai moto saja, why not bekuda. tradisional sikit. ehe...Then ada majlis resepsi for family and close friends. That one, aku kan ngadakan di hotel terkemuka. In my mind arah Indera Kayangan Ballroom di Empire plg tu. Disana nanti tema majlis will be putih BUT pengantin akan pakai baju merah putih. Then dewan tu nanti akan dihiasi dengan bunga2 ros putih merah. Kira lambang eternity love. Wahhh...siuk eh! Pas tu ada tarian western style that will be led by the newlyweds. Pas acara selesai, me and my hubby will have our 'precious' moments arah penthouse di Empire atu. Much privacy and sensual. Then our honeymoon will be around the Europe but most importantly Paris and Venice! huhu...jauh angan2 ku eh! haha...InsyaAllah, akan terjadi satu hari nanti. Bah, adang! Melarat karang angan2 ku ane!

A memoralia of Sis Karni Kawin...

Siok eh dapat liat keluarga sendiri kawin ane. Since last few months day, our big family merancang habis2an untuk menjayakan kawin ka karni ane. Kami adakan persembahan tarian, then ada g persembaan gulingtangan, then karaoke on the same day. Baik ja dewan atu muat. Mun nda, ampar eh mikirkan dimana menaruh sgala barang2 atu. hehe..

Treasure Hunt at Lumapas

Wow! It was so fun to join the Treasure Hunt last sunday. Tho’ it was extremely tiring but it gave me this spirit to continue the adventure. After all, this is part of my dream. Tho’ it’s not the same as amzing race, but still, it is the same as one. But without vehicles, if you know what I mean! We were to run/walk around 2 km range. But bear in mind, it’s not 2km tho’! It’s more than that because we had to run/walk to the same position over again. This is so mentally challenging! Thank God we could figure out the answers in split seconds. Haha! Our team’s name is Relic Hunter and it consists of me, Dayat and Nor. We’re all cousins anyway. This event was conducted for the Family Day in Lumapas. So, it’s nice to participate. Hehe...The most difficult part was when we had to climb the hills. Wahh....I could still feel my leg muscle got tangled up and becomes so hard to walk up. Gosh, imagine how we had to run from here and there and then climb up the hill??!! Well, we managed to get to the 6th place out of 10+ teams who had participated. The perice is just $10. Hehe...but it’s still the money, isn’t it. Hehe...