MODELLING SECOND STAGE: Mags? Posters? Board? even Car? Wow!!

MODELLING: FIRST STAGE

Take a look how Bruneians Next Top models look like…huhu..

Onlining di Kantin hostel

Woohooo!! Ahernya dapat ku online d kantin ane. thanx 2 maming krn telah memperkenalkan hotspot yg memakai easi saja. kan sanang, nda payah menyusahkan diri membali kad simpur yang kadang2 sekajap nganya diri online. batah2 ane aku selalu online arah rmh Se7en-sins. Mun malar atu, galat ja rasanya. Yalah..ia yg membayar tiap2 bulan e-speed nya, kami yg makai free. Rasa bersalah ja 2 as if kami ne take advantage arahnya. Cian ja ia kan. Gpun banyak benda baik yang ia buat arah ku time2 ku kapih brabis eventho' aku sendiri nda meminta. Well, a great thanx to you uncle. hehe...sober ja ku tu...wawawa...cakap sal duit ane, elaun ku ah...bekurun2 ku menunggu nda ja pandai kuarnya. Byk dah plan ku utk kan elaun ane. Membayar hostel g, membayar hutang arah adiku g...huhu...paksa yg for my own leisure ku korbankan demi necessities ku. apa bleh buat...sabar ja...huhu...

Chapter 3: The obsessive admirer

A few months after I broke up with me second ex, this guy came up. At first, I didn’t realize that he was actually wanted more in our friendship. He was cool but sometimes weird. Most of our guys didn’t like him but I didn’t care as long as our friendship didn’t make harm to anybody. He liked to do something funny and sometimes stupid that always make me laugh. Everyday, the first thing in the morning we played with the rest of our members. The first thing I realized that he was actually liked me was when he waited for me in front of the admin office and walked me to my classroom. I was shocked at first but I pretended to act like nothing. He kept doing the same routine everyday and I still pretend to be ignorant. We joked and played as usual but I didn’t take him seriously. I remembered when one night, I told him that I love V.E’s song called ‘Bila Rindu’ (back then it was the hottest song). He said he wanted to come up to the front gate of my hostel and sang the song while playing the melody with his guitar. And he did! I watched him singing the song from my window (my room was headed towards the hostel’s gate). I thought it was funny and he was crazy to do such thing for me. One day, he came to me and asked me to see a movie with him. He told me it’s gonna be his treat. I said okay. Hey, who wouldn’t like to be treated watching movies right? But I was furious with his last words. He said ‘don’t let anyone know’ and I asked him why. He didn’t answer but smile. But I can’t keep the secret to myself. For security reason, I told my bestfriend that we were going to watch a movie at The Mall. And funny thing was, he acted very different that day. I think he thought it was a date but I didn’t. He spoke softly, gently and when I looked into his eyes, there’s this sparkle that made me wanted to freak out. I said to myself, “hey, this is not him. He was usually loud and playful. But now, he’s different!” I tried to hold on to myself about it and acted as usual. When the ‘date’ was over, my freaked out behavior emerged and I told my bestfriends about it. They, too, became freaked out. Gosh, I wished I hadn’t agreed to watch a movie with him! The next day, he became himself again and that was weird. It’s like he had this split personality. When he was with me, he was a gentleman and when we were with our friends, he was a pain in the ass! He even drew sort of like a cartoon comic. The characters names were sim and arie. He asked me to read it. Well, it was pretty good tho’. He has this talent of drawing cartoons and producing stories. But, wait! The characters? Sound familiar to me. The girl named Arie loved to read novels and always get bullied by her friends. Sounds like me! But I don’t want to draw any conclusion. The guy, Sim, is her friend and he has this feeling for her but don’t know how to tell her because it might hurt her. Then a few days later, I looked at the scrap again and figured out the truth. The characters! The story! It’s about me and him! My gosh, it was true then! I didn’t tell him anything but to give him the scrap back. Then there was one time he wrote poems out of my alphabet name. He even told one of my close friend to pursue me to reconsider him. Oh, my God! Was he for real?! Well, I continue to be ignorant till he got fed up and didn’t chase me again. I know that affected our friendship a bit but it rather be that way than losing a friend.

My future education plan

Antah...batah2 ane tekanang ku kan future plan ku. Altho' batah dah ku pikir2 kan n ku plan2 p baru2 ane tekanang ku lagi. Well, as what my plan dari start ku masuk UBD sampai ane, aku kan menyambung Master after graduate 2010 ane. Tapi arah which uni aku nda tau. Yatah baru2 ane aku surf mencari which uni yang sesuai utk course ku. I'm planning to take MSc Educational Leadership arah Leicester University or MA Leadership and Learning arah Hull university. InsyaAllah...mudah-mudahan tah tercapai sekali ane. Hopefully aku kan mau dapatkan PhD nanti ja. Nya org2, mun blajar ane nda alang2. Nda ja? Sapa ja nda mau ada gelaran Doktor di dapan namanya. P bukan plg aku kan mengajar nama, nganya aku mau biar tia sehabis2nya ilmu atu di dapati. Dalam islam lagi membagitau yang ilmu atu WAJIB dituntut. So, apalagi...ikut la ajaran islam atu.

Chayoo!!

Uno di Rumah Liyana...

Cali cali cali main uno arah c liyana...kami ane datang tym laz day raya. Gpun ia manggil open houz..apa lagi, ramai2 tah kami menyerang dgn membawa parut sorang2 yang begandang macam guruh di langit. Sekali lapas makan bahapa, c liyana ane membawa uno blocknya arah living room nya. Memandangkan sorang2 alum pernah main uno stail block ane, kami tah mencuba. Konon2 ala2 professional gitu..keke...

Tapi sepanjang main atu, banyak wa kejadian cali saja...c Rawi dgn kajar2 tangannya. sampai bab ia menaruh uno di atas pun nampak gegaran tangannya. Maklumlah sapa yang roboh uno nya, ia tah d Loser...keke...sekali ada ja kejadian luan iski sampai tetumpah minuman d kapit. tekana tanganku lagi tu..huhu...dah atu, ada bab turn ku kan main, nda semena2 roboh tia. alum g ku menjangkau. P yang calinya c zam macam kekajutan elektrik meliat uno roboh. C meha yang sedang memigang cawannya yg berisi aing, tarus menyiram dirinya sendiri dgn aing atu. Suma atu live show dapan mataku! Wahahahaha...cali...cali....kami suma ane ketawa tebahak2 wa....sayang eh nda tegambar dsana ah..

Siok ja la main uno arah c liyana ane. Byk kenangan disana...paling cali bab c meha n rawi....wakakaka...jan marah guys!

~Peace n Love~

Logic thinking test ku!!!

I got B!!!! Nda ku caya aku dapat B utk test ane...finally my hard work utk kan memahami n menyelami course ane berbaloi. Eventho' my actual aim was A tapi dapat ane pun syukur tah. huhu...Awal2 aku expect aku kan dapat D or C sal aku nda ja mengharap sangat. Dalam atiku, asal pass jadi tah. Nda ja kana barrred. P ane la yang ku terima...syukur sangat2!! hehe...Ane yang ku makin besemangat kan logic and thinking ane. Macam nda sabar2 kan exam. Haha...

Aza Aza Fighting!