The boyfriends and the admirers

Chapter 1: First Boyfriend

He’s a Chinese wearing specs, just like what my dreamt boyfriend should be. The first time I met him, we were in the same tuition class taking physics. He was from boy’s college and I was in regular secondary school. The first I laid my eyes on him, I melted. Everytime our eyes met, my heart would pound very hard like it’s gonna explode! I could sense that he liked me too, looking at his body language and the way he spoke to me. That time, love was in the air (for me, of course!) I kept the feeling to myself and never told him. After, we finished our ‘O’ Level, to my surprise, he went to the same college as me and his class was just a few steps away. I was so happy and we swapped our numbers. I started to think that it might the best time for me to tell my feelings towards him. Every night, we contacted each other till one night, he proposed to me through the phone (I know it’s uncool!) but what the heck…I was so blindly in love that time! Since that day, we filled each day with love. He sent me a rose during the Valentine’s day, cared for me, always worried about me and filled my days with his beautiful and romantic words. And because of love, I left him. He didn’t know about this, but I’m telling ya’, I left him because of love. You probably wanna yell at me telling how impossible to leave someone because of love. How can you leave a person you love when you love him? Well, let me tell you…Love is not only about feelings, but commitment and sacrificing. And that sacrificing was the thing that I did that time. I could not stand it to see him suffering inside. He kept on wanting to meet and see me, having a good couple time with me. But I can’t. I can’t give him the time. Why? Because I was too absorbed with my study and responsibility as a student councilor. That’s why I left him but we never fought. We took it cool but of course I felt hurt about it. And until now, we are still friends and everytime we meet, there’s no hurt feeling. Pretty good, huh.

New job: House Manager for 3 days

Yup! It's true! Selalunya pangkat house manager ne mama yang punya. Ane aku yang mengambil. U know why? Because my parents tinggalkan aku! They're having a vacation sumwer outside Brunei! Sasak ja ku tu. Aku nda ikut ane pun sal terpaksa. I have to teach the kids. Then I have to continue working out with my project. I can't have holiday yet. Not now...huhu...sasak ku eh. Tapi nda apa, aku bleh buat apa saja aku mau! Wawawa...nda la...that doesn't mean I can do ANYTHING. No la...but right now, aku online dengan c ajar (c ajar ja kan...hehe) arah tempat our Mr Enrique, di Matadoe.hehe...Sampat plg ia mengangguk arah kami di pintu tadi. Senyum jer la...buat2 mesra pelanggan gitu! hehe...

Well, nothing much to say. Nganya aku sibuk mengajar 4 kali seminggu. And if ku nda kaja pun, aku stay di rumah ja and tiap2 ujung minggu datang arah urang kawin. Atupun mun ada ja urang kawin ujung minggu. Cakap pasal kawin ane, cuti semester ane, 3 orang my frenz kawin. Fuyoo! Siuk mendangar kawan diri kawin ane. Gerenti kana tanya ne bila turn ku. Wawawa...terus-terang, tunggu tah 2 3 tahun lagi ah. Kan enjoy ku jadi bujang dulu. Wawawa...nada la...aku mau bagi sanang my family dulu. Then baru tah ku pikirkan sal aku. P nda salah kan mun ku angan2...hehe...

Aku impikan majlis kawin ku nanti ada sentimental value. Kalau dapat, time majlis kawin ku, aku mau solekan ku kana dandan leh Nurol Syukor. Then pakaian nikah ku leh Radzwan Radzwil. Pas tu campur untuk guests would be either cawan Royal Albert. Kad jemputan kahwin ku, aku mau tempah di Indonesia because durang membuat lawa2 wa. Arah Brunei lawa2 plg tapi alum setanding dengan yang ku liat kad jemputan di Indon atu. Majlis kawin will be at my house. I will still continue my original plan that pengantin laki datang ke rumah dengan naik kuda putih. Ala2 prince charming datang gitu! hehe...Instead of pakai moto saja, why not bekuda. tradisional sikit. ehe...Then ada majlis resepsi for family and close friends. That one, aku kan ngadakan di hotel terkemuka. In my mind arah Indera Kayangan Ballroom di Empire plg tu. Disana nanti tema majlis will be putih BUT pengantin akan pakai baju merah putih. Then dewan tu nanti akan dihiasi dengan bunga2 ros putih merah. Kira lambang eternity love. Wahhh...siuk eh! Pas tu ada tarian western style that will be led by the newlyweds. Pas acara selesai, me and my hubby will have our 'precious' moments arah penthouse di Empire atu. Much privacy and sensual. Then our honeymoon will be around the Europe but most importantly Paris and Venice! huhu...jauh angan2 ku eh! haha...InsyaAllah, akan terjadi satu hari nanti. Bah, adang! Melarat karang angan2 ku ane!

A memoralia of Sis Karni Kawin...

Siok eh dapat liat keluarga sendiri kawin ane. Since last few months day, our big family merancang habis2an untuk menjayakan kawin ka karni ane. Kami adakan persembahan tarian, then ada g persembaan gulingtangan, then karaoke on the same day. Baik ja dewan atu muat. Mun nda, ampar eh mikirkan dimana menaruh sgala barang2 atu. hehe..

Treasure Hunt at Lumapas

Wow! It was so fun to join the Treasure Hunt last sunday. Tho’ it was extremely tiring but it gave me this spirit to continue the adventure. After all, this is part of my dream. Tho’ it’s not the same as amzing race, but still, it is the same as one. But without vehicles, if you know what I mean! We were to run/walk around 2 km range. But bear in mind, it’s not 2km tho’! It’s more than that because we had to run/walk to the same position over again. This is so mentally challenging! Thank God we could figure out the answers in split seconds. Haha! Our team’s name is Relic Hunter and it consists of me, Dayat and Nor. We’re all cousins anyway. This event was conducted for the Family Day in Lumapas. So, it’s nice to participate. Hehe...The most difficult part was when we had to climb the hills. Wahh....I could still feel my leg muscle got tangled up and becomes so hard to walk up. Gosh, imagine how we had to run from here and there and then climb up the hill??!! Well, we managed to get to the 6th place out of 10+ teams who had participated. The perice is just $10. Hehe...but it’s still the money, isn’t it. Hehe...

Teacher Munirah...Hoho...

So cali when the kids called you teacher...teacher..and so honoured and pleased when they called you by that nick. Jadi besemangat tarus kan ngajar durang and motivated tarus kan menghasilkan idea2 baru untuk durang. Hehe...Semangat patriotik seorang bakal guru. :-P

Well, so far the life has been pretty messy. I just found out that I'm being nominated for an Award. I don't know about it at first. (no wonder la kana minta biodata ku...kata durang untuk rekod...panyaa...) Selected or not, I don't care actually because I feel that there is so much things I need to learn and I am not as good as the other nominees. So peluang untuk ku dapat award atu sangat sangat sangat tipis la. No hope at all. haha..

Hmm..ryt now, aku sama c ajar online di Matadoe. Saja...one thing is because connection nya laju berabis. The other thing is because of 'Mr Enrique' kami. Wawawa...Ia ne urang pilipin plang p encemmmm...peramah g tu. makin naik cia gatal kami. wawawa....Ane ada tia lagi urang baru..encemmmm jua...i think pilipin kali ja. So ku galar ia 'Mr Bailamos'...hehe...Durang ane ah...bleh jadi pelakon bah ne. Atu pun mun pandai ja belakon. wawawa...

Wah, I can't believe!! TA is coming up! This end of June I'm gonna start assisting the teachers in one of the college in Brunei. Hopefully I can get through this very well. Huhu...

Tomorrow, my activities will be involving in Treasure Hunt game in the village. Ngalih tu yo belari-lari 2km so forth. Hadiahnya, not bad pulang. Yatah me and my cuz join ane. Manatau kalok manang. Haha...

Insane Driver who alomost got me killed!!!!

First word...Alhamdulillah.....Syukur banar2 ku sal aku selamat tadi. You won’t believe what has just happened to me today! Sejarah la...1/5/2008. I got involve in an accident!!! Banar nda ku sangka kan terjadi arahku ari ane! Tadi tu aku balik rumah kajap sal kan ambil file B-@ktif ku yang tinggal di bilik. Aku drive ikut jalan Jerudong la sal kira kan elak traffic di Gadong if ku lalu sana. Masa ku on the way di tempat Jerudong atu, ada kereta ane tarus kuar simpang untuk lalu the opposite way. Yang buduhnya ia AMBIL side ku wah!!! Tekajaut ja ku tu! Apalagi, aku break mengajut la and ku pulas stereng ku ke siring! Baik ja nda sampai naik bandul di siring atu. Dapan ku lagi tiang. Mun ku lose control wa, becium eh keta ku dengan tiang lampu ah!! Yang sadis, aku mungkin ke hospital malam ane! Atu yang sadis, yang paling sadis, inalillah kali ku!! Palui! Bauta! Baie banar keta atu!! Abis betaburan segala barang sama donut ku ke lantai wa!! Sial! Sekali ku liat front mirror ku. Kononnya kan meliat nombor plat lesen keta sial atu plus kan tau what happen arah urang di belakang ku. Sal sepanjang jalan tadi, ia ampir di belakang ku kan. Orang pakai motosikal lagi. Kali masa ku liat front mirror atu, tekajut berabis ku. Orang yang pakai motosikal atu begulik wa di jalan!!! Nampak lagi tu motosikal nya mengheret di jalan dengan api2 nya. Atu ya, tarus ku signal ke siring and kuar. Manatau cedera teruk ka lelaki atu...dapat ja ku call kan ambulance or what-so-ever. Masa ku aga ia, ada kereta tucson putih pun ikut beranti. Anak beranak la kuar and betanya what happen arah kami. So, ku gitau la sal keta bauta atu mengambil jalan kami masa ia kuar simpang. Dah tah mengambil jalan, macam nada urang besalah lagi tu memanjut meninggalkan kami!! Mana nda palui c baie atu!!! Nda responsible wah!! Thanks to durang anak beranak yang cuba confront kami. Yang sakitnya lelaki yang begulik atu la! Paddle moto nya patah, tempat tangki minyaknya garit memanjang, enjin nya lagi ampir2 nda mau di stat. Yatah nyangku, palui bauta keta atu!! Yang ku bangang ah, ia nda beranti wa...patutnya mun ia terasa ia atu BERTANGGUNGJAWAB sal ia ampir2 buat kami berdua accident, ia patut beranti and say SORRY!!! Ane macam c palui wa meninggalkan kami!!! Memang baie banar orang atu!! Nah, kuar wa sumpahanku! Nasib baik keta ku nda ampit rusak. Nganya masa ku break mengajut atu, bebunyi screeching la break ku ah. Takut ku pulang tayarku pacah ka, apa kah...But, still alhamdulillah, aku selamat. Nada calar apa2 macam lelaki tadi. Kesian pulang ku meliat ia. Kaki nya sama bahunya labam la. Seluarnya koyak. Nasib baik ia ne muscular, mun kurus lidi, makin rawan ati ku meliat usulnya. Yang ku dapat cam ja keta c baie atu jenis Rav4 baru empat pintu, warna dark grey and plat lesen nya yang ku sampat teliat ada KL di dapannya. Keta baru...tapi drive macam c palui!! Mabuk kali pakah!! Baru dapat lesen kah??!! Cana bleh ia pass lesen atu kan?? Heran ku!!! Yatah nya mama, nda batah urang atu...haha...mau nya tarus ku langgar wa tadi ketanya. Tapi effect nya arah kami bedua so nda ja ku mau tu. Eeeeeee....garamati ku banar eh! Sampai aku menangis wa dalam keta time driving atu sal garamati kan c baie ah! Aku nangis, satu, sal shock masih, dua, sal aku nda dapat catch plat lesen c baie atu! Mun dapat wa, ku repot selajur arah polis sama mahkamah. Masa nie lagi aku beguna usin, ku fine ia eh sipun tah aku sama keta ku nda papa! Nda ku dapat maafkan c baie atu selagi ia nda minta maaf arahku sama lelaki tadi. Mun ia kan minta maaf wa, pandai2 tah ia mencari kami!

Cuti3pie Gurlz info

Well, this time i wanna talk about my true girlfriends. There are 5 of us and we form this group since we're in form 3. Atu batah udah..hehe..kira tahun 2000 la. Now it's 2008 so it's been like 8 years dah we're together. This group consists of me, Abby, Hajar, Qlah and Jun. It happens to be that we all are relatives except c Jun pi buat2 ada connection je la.hehe..Aku sama Abby are close relatives. Ia kira pangkat 'babu' arahku la. C Hajar sama Qlah close relatives ja. Durang ne 1st kazen. Aku sama Hajar pun close relatives. ia pangkat 'bungsu' arahku. So, kiranya aku ne anak buah Abby and Hajar. Jun came msa kami suma form 4. So, ia masuk dalam group kami ane. Di SMSUA, we're not bitchy like those girls group but instead we're hot with brains. haha! Perasan! Ada sekali atu, kami dangar gosip urang yang the other girls group didn't like us since we always talk in English. Daaa~ Apa tah pedahnya belajar english mun nda di praktik kna?! Then, there was this girl mencuri duit tabung class kami masa form 3. We felt responsible for that so we met her and surprisingly ia mengakun yang ia mencuri. Pastu ia kan bayar balik. Apakan?! jadi, apatah purpose ia mencuri atu? Kan dapat nama?? Puh~leezz...But, we have gone through a lot of hardships. And now, alhamdulillah all of us are receiving great education. Me, Hajar and Qlah study di UBD, Abby di University of Surrey and Jun msane kan graduate dari ITB. It's great to see we're successing in our life and future. We even angan2 kan kawin ramai2 di chancellor hall UBD. haha...baik ja tu. Kawan mu, kawan ku jua. family mu, family ku jua..so save budget and masa...wawawa...Manatau nanti kami kan honeymoon sama2 ja.wawawa...labih2. Hmm...talking about kawin2 ane, masane yang dlm relationship are me, Qlah and Jun. So, jgn kacau! haha...Hajar sama Abby single mingle masih. Yatah mun ada sapa2 berkenan kan berkenalan dengan geng kami 2 urang ane, bleh ja dipersilakan. wawawa...

We even ada nickname tersendiri:

Erra (me) = cuti3pie Huney
Abby = cuti3pie Darlz
Hajar = cuti3pie Simple
Qlah = cuti3pie Posh
Jun = cuti3pie Brooke

Yang pastinya I really really love these girls. Eventho' kami selalu ada perselisihan pendapat, at least ane mengukuhkan lagi persahabatan kami.

F = Friends
R = remain
A = And
N = Never
C = can
E = End